I write this, my love
not knowing if I will ever feel the 
sweet breath of your kiss, again.
Deep in the trenches, this early morning dawn
I feel your magic in my heart
cradling warmth into my soul
even as men I will never know
try to end my life,
our life.

I fight for a nation
yet, all I want is to feel your arms around me
to hold you close
breathe your scent,
touch your heart with the beating of mine.

I don't want to die,
not because I'm afraid
but because I will miss you
miss us,
our walks to your parents home
the way we laugh because of the way 
your father still looks at me
cruel intentions, because I took 
his little girl away,
even to this day.

I know I wasn't the greatest husband
little quirks
driving you crazy,
the trash
toilet seat
even the Sonny and Cher Comedy Hour,
all making you nuts.

What I remember the most?
Your smile when I gave in
or when I said I was sorry
your kiss,
when you got your way
or when you thought you had me hanging by a thread,
yes I remember
it was all a part of this man's plan.

Been seven months now
I've changed, 
killing will do that to a man
taking another's life
for only doing what they feel is right,
defending their land.

I miss you, Baby
I want you to know that
and no matter what
I will always love you,
cherish us.

There's a storm coming,
not our kind of storm
you don't make love in this rain
you make war
end lives
take away futures,
destroy love.

I love you
just wanted you to know that,
hold me
make love to me
meet me in our dreams so I can come back to you,
and taste the sweetest kiss I've ever known.

I have to go now,
the sun is rising
as darkness falls upon my shadow
in a bath of tears.

I miss you
I love you
I want you
I need you 
now, more than ever.

Goodbye Baby... Your man, always...